Monday, October 5th, 2026: 6:11pm

The "cocaine" from my previous entry was not cocaine. It was 4MMC. I did a bunch of 4MMC. I had a feeling it wasn't cocaine. It was fun to do several nights in a row, anyways.

I am also being stalked. No, I am not crazy. For a while, I thought I was. I have been vindicated, however. Everyone who is in the know about it, including myself, believes it is because the girl in question is in love with my boyfriend. I feel insane writing it, but this must be the case. Everything that I previously thought was the case, turned out to be worse than what I thought the case was. The saga ought to, and I hope will, end soon. Some month I have had!

The emotional turmoil from it is quite awful. I had to email my professors about it, due to my worries about the situation causing my academic performance to drop. I have meant to be doing work for the past several hours, but instead, I couldn't do anything except worry. Although it is not humiliating in reality, it felt humiliating having to open up about my state of mind being impacted by such a crazy, crazy, crazy girl. I really did not want to burden my professors with such knowledge, but it was necessary.