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I have not updated this website in about a month, and it is still very far from the vision that I have for it. Classes began on September 1st, and I have been very busy due to my work and social gatherings.

I have been extremely reliant on stimulant use to do anything at all. I take 70mg of Vyvvanse every morning, but my tolerance has quickly been building up, meriting the use of other, less socially acceptable stimulants. Despite liking that my mental and physical performance is much higher, I am unable to get anything done on days that I do not take it, and I am also afraid of running out. I have been looking into Russian chemicals and supplements to see if I can limit my Vyvvanse use, without having to sacrifice the time I spend working.

Until today, I had not taken any sort of stimulant for the past two days, and I am sure that I spent more than 24 hours of those 48 sleeping. I slept for about 12 hours last night, and it took every bit of willpower in me to get out of my bed. I am quite behind on my work, as I have been recovering from illness and burnout. I have a paper due tommorow for my class on Wittgenstein, which shouldn't be too difficult to do, but I will certainly ask for an extension. I have never turned in a philosophy paper on time. Most professors at this school only pretend to care about deadlines, and my philosophy professor is a prime example of one.